Teenage Blues

Here I sit, the afternoon after writing my first Biology exam.. one of three exams that I'm absolutely scared shitless of... Nearly thought I was gonna end up hyperventilating so bad that they would have to drag me off on a stretcher... So, after spending many never-ending hours pouring over notes and diagrams about how life works...
(was too scared to revise at first because, as embarrassing as it is.. I was scared that I might revise wrong and end up forgetting everything when sitting in the exam room)
...the exam itself was not as bad as I thought it was... was actually beginning
to feel a bout of confidence coming out as I answered each question...
However, coming out that dreaded room and conversing with my fellow biologists.. I think I may just have flunked that paper. Oh well, as much as it hurts..
I guess I can always take the exam in October. Blah.
I used to be the smart one... But I guess all things change! Now I'm the dummy among a bunch
of smart people...oh joy!

Think I've sneezed too many times... bumped into too many things.. gotten hit on the head with too many balls...
My brain cells seem to have decided to take revenge on me
For abusing them on silly things
I'm sorry dear brain cells
Please have meiosis and reproduce more
Brain cells so I can be smart

Well... I guess the world's gonna end in two years...
So! Time to stop stressing about minuscule things such as
Silly people, loneliness and self appearance
...and exams... but they have some importance..
I guess...

At least I reckon I got a pretty good mark in my English! If I didn't
I think I'll just cry...

So.. lemme end this on a better note

When I get older... I will be stronger...
They'll call me freedom
Just like a waving flag

That's if I even get that much older...

Since the world's gonna end and all...


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Guess I'd better start soon!!