Have I perhaps ever mentioned how much I love the rain? I can lay in bed for hours simply listening to the gentle showers...sending a cool rush of air in through the window
Caressing my face as I snuggle deeper under my duvet and layers
Of warm blankets. The soft warm fur of my Siamese cat and Yorkshire huddled
Tightly with me under the covers. I love just lying there.. letting the music
Serenade me in and out of consciousness
Of warm blankets. The soft warm fur of my Siamese cat and Yorkshire huddled
Tightly with me under the covers. I love just lying there.. letting the music
Serenade me in and out of consciousness
Several things have excited me this past week... let me count them off. Starting with the best... I can bend down and touch the ground without bending my knees! If that isn't cause for celebration, I do not know what is... I honestly cannot remember the last time I could bend over and touch my toes, never mind the ground! I guess these yoga sessions are truly working out for me... oh, and speaking of yoga sessions... they are amazing. You don't notice you're exercising until you feel the perspiration sticking to your skin. It's also excellent for mental well-being... I find I am such a happier person now after doing them... oh, and did I perhaps mention that my yoga instructor told me (without me asking) that I had lost weight! Now that's brilliant... I mean, I've just had three weeks of holiday.. no yoga.. and if I'd lost weight from that then I must be doing something right. So, of course lately I'm walking around feeling like the bee's knees.. because.. wait for it..Inez Hayes is looking good! Get the glass of Chardonnay out and let's party..!
Also found out that I'm moving house.. around the end of July we'll be doing the big move. Quite happy for this because, it's always quite exciting to make a big change to one's lifetime. Not always a good excitement... but in this case it is.. I get a bigger room.. with a balcony..and a big bathroom... now that my friends, is just plain Splendid. The only pothole in this plan is that the house we're looking at is a bit far from town so I guess I will have to start organising some major transport systems!
In the love department...I still have an immense love interest in that one guy. I simply cannot stop my eyes from drinking up his beauty and splendour. I would much rather have his conversation and words spoken in that melodious charm than anything else. Just talking with him promotes me to a sudden happy mood. Seeing him smile.. or laugh... is just enough to make me melt. I can't describe this attraction I hold for him... Apart from his obvious good looks, his personality is so... different. Quite cocky.. but there is a certain wisdom and warmth hidden in that beautiful head. That quality drives me insane. Now.. we all know good things must come to an end, and here it is... I think he may have feelings for someones else. Just from things I hear... and see, I think is enough for the message to send out clearly. I may be paranoid... but the damage is already done. He won't ever be interested in me... and I have to live with that. I guess I've already officially come to terms with it... for I am getting over it...but I can't help feeling just that teeny twinge of heartbreak. But you know what... I always knew there was no way we could ever be together, so this isn't as hard as it sounds. These are just the words from a lonely girl... who will one day find her prince charming in this world of ours before the dreaded countdown starts. So for now I shall just admire and dream.. like I always have, and still go on with the talking.. for those just make my days. Luckily no one knows about him... I wonder how he would act if he knew.. will most probably be awkward around me and avoid me, so I am keeping this trap shut. It really is quite unfair how this world seems to create such beautiful works of art.... but then, no one ever said that life is fair?
On a much happier note.. finally done with the art exam and all the bloody coursework. I never knew I could work so fast as I did today. Doing all my mounting up in a few hours... which would normally take me days or weeks, I did all in the course of an afternoon! Brava to me and my trusty Fried Chicken.. who is one of the best guy friends a girl can ask for. Together we helped each other strive through the difficult task of cutting up and sticking down... and making our work look good. He is such a good artist.. today I realised that I do not only admire his artistic qualities... but the way in which he makes sure hie measurements and proportions are accurate and neat. Just the right qualities for the architect he dreams to be, and will be a great one if I do say so myself. Now I on the other hand,I measure things with my head.. and stick things down as I think looks good, and it usually does...and looks neat. I truly think I have a knack of putting things together and making them look good. I think it's a natural ability.. for example.. even though I was in a rush, and the quality of work wasn't as good as it could have with my ability.. it looked great. Now that, I think.. deserves a round of applause.
Now would you look at that.. another long journal entry... what can I say.. I guess I'm back! Big Shout out to all you wonderful people out there who make my life worth living.. I love you all. Cheers for now
Nezzy x
Also found out that I'm moving house.. around the end of July we'll be doing the big move. Quite happy for this because, it's always quite exciting to make a big change to one's lifetime. Not always a good excitement... but in this case it is.. I get a bigger room.. with a balcony..and a big bathroom... now that my friends, is just plain Splendid. The only pothole in this plan is that the house we're looking at is a bit far from town so I guess I will have to start organising some major transport systems!
In the love department...I still have an immense love interest in that one guy. I simply cannot stop my eyes from drinking up his beauty and splendour. I would much rather have his conversation and words spoken in that melodious charm than anything else. Just talking with him promotes me to a sudden happy mood. Seeing him smile.. or laugh... is just enough to make me melt. I can't describe this attraction I hold for him... Apart from his obvious good looks, his personality is so... different. Quite cocky.. but there is a certain wisdom and warmth hidden in that beautiful head. That quality drives me insane. Now.. we all know good things must come to an end, and here it is... I think he may have feelings for someones else. Just from things I hear... and see, I think is enough for the message to send out clearly. I may be paranoid... but the damage is already done. He won't ever be interested in me... and I have to live with that. I guess I've already officially come to terms with it... for I am getting over it...but I can't help feeling just that teeny twinge of heartbreak. But you know what... I always knew there was no way we could ever be together, so this isn't as hard as it sounds. These are just the words from a lonely girl... who will one day find her prince charming in this world of ours before the dreaded countdown starts. So for now I shall just admire and dream.. like I always have, and still go on with the talking.. for those just make my days. Luckily no one knows about him... I wonder how he would act if he knew.. will most probably be awkward around me and avoid me, so I am keeping this trap shut. It really is quite unfair how this world seems to create such beautiful works of art.... but then, no one ever said that life is fair?
On a much happier note.. finally done with the art exam and all the bloody coursework. I never knew I could work so fast as I did today. Doing all my mounting up in a few hours... which would normally take me days or weeks, I did all in the course of an afternoon! Brava to me and my trusty Fried Chicken.. who is one of the best guy friends a girl can ask for. Together we helped each other strive through the difficult task of cutting up and sticking down... and making our work look good. He is such a good artist.. today I realised that I do not only admire his artistic qualities... but the way in which he makes sure hie measurements and proportions are accurate and neat. Just the right qualities for the architect he dreams to be, and will be a great one if I do say so myself. Now I on the other hand,I measure things with my head.. and stick things down as I think looks good, and it usually does...and looks neat. I truly think I have a knack of putting things together and making them look good. I think it's a natural ability.. for example.. even though I was in a rush, and the quality of work wasn't as good as it could have with my ability.. it looked great. Now that, I think.. deserves a round of applause.
Now would you look at that.. another long journal entry... what can I say.. I guess I'm back! Big Shout out to all you wonderful people out there who make my life worth living.. I love you all. Cheers for now
Nezzy x
...
ReplyDeletenice entry inez
enjoyed reading
;-p