Just a thought

Ever feel like planet earth is all of sudden too small? Like it's all closing in on you, and all you've got left to do is fly... fly far, far away. Where the fiery tips of the flames cannot touch you, and that you no longer have to bite your lips so hard to hold in a scream, so that you can be free, free to break the ever lasting silence holding yourself together. All you want to do is pull apart the tender seams holding you in place, so that finally, the real person locked up inside can be unleashed upon the unsuspecting world of reality. The longing to feel that relief getting so overpowering that the only place you can truly feel at peace is in your dreams, safe inside the vast reaches of your mind. The colorful images of imagination enfolding you in a protective embrace, whilst all else around you swirls around you in a blazing whirlwind; thus presenting you with a feeling of complete ease. Forces of the mind itself sometimes stronger than the most powerful painkillers out there...

Unexposed

Just one of my poems i had written not so 'once upon a time' ago...

Hidden behind
A veil of which
Is made of self esteem
And man made beauty.

Hidden inside
Lies something
The eyes of you.. or any old person
Cannot be able to handle.

Hidden deep
Yearning to come out
Beauty
Anger
Magic.

Hidden well
Unexposed
Lies what i really am

A beast
A beauty
A power
A fallen angel
Broken..
Mended..

A tune made up of different emotion
Combining the softest melody
To the heaviest metal.

So...
To say you know really know me
Means you see the real me
The unexposed
And be able to handle it all.

And to see the real me
Will mean seeing the real beauty within.
Hidden underneath
A veil, a mask.

I am
Unexposed

Wild African Indigo

I'm wild, I'm African, and i love indigo...a lot. My name is Inez (pronounce however you see fit... although my parents did intend for it to be 'eeenees' .... but in-ez is just fine, since it's Spanish..) Right, here goes...my first ever blog. No, seriously! I've never posted a blog before... so i guess you can just call me a blogging virgin.. although after i post this i won't exactly be a 'virgin' anymore.... So, excuse me if my stuff is a bit haphazard to start off with...hopefully it'd be worth the read!
A bit about myself? well, i see music as a great part of my life... i cannot live without it... when I'm down it makes me feel better...when I'm angry it makes me feel better... even when I'm happy it makes me feel better! So to say, taking away my music is like taking away a part of my soul.
I love reading... it's one of my hobbies actually, and a favorite pastime...anything is good.. fantasy, adventure, comedy and, of course... the heart of every teenage girl, romance; which.. i actually happen to be a real sucker for!
I also happen to be an artist...a pretty decent one according to my art teacher (but she might just be saying that to boost my spirits.. who knows!), and i absolutely adore cooking, another favorite pastime...
As it happens, i do love writing... depending on my mood, and state of mind, i write poetry, but mainly i write normal, diary type entries. Usually i write these when I'm in dire need of emptying my head...especially when it's filled to the brim with bad thoughts. I found writing it all down helps, a stress reliever in it's own way. So, i guess this whole blog thing is a good thing...!

Wow, the first blog over and done with. The next few ones should be better.. i promise!..